at last at last

Dear Jess

Today has been long. Had to spend the night at my mothers, so I couldn't send you a letter. But I did get to sleep in and have pancakes for breakfast. But that being said, I didn't have my ulcer meds, so it hurt.

Then I went on a walk. The longest I've been on in a while. Was with my new friend, Laura. I worry about her. We walked for hours, and talked. Talked about everything, though I mostly just listened.

Sometimes I forget I can still talk.

I miss you. I miss you.

I'm so lonely. You're the only person I love, and I wish I could talk to you more. But for you, I'll wait. I'll spend all my time on you. You're worth it, for me.

I just wish I had people in my life, instead of being shut up in my room every night. I don't like being stuck in a house with people who resent me. I'm just so depressed tonight. I'm crying.

I love you, I miss you, I need you, and I'll wait for you.

Love always
Nerl