Jess
I apologize for not posting in so long. I started cutting, and tried to overdose. I have since become, better. But not without its own costs. I haven't slept properly in a very long time. A very long time indeed. And as for my eating habits, they have slackened to the point of an ED.
I couldn't manage to talk about it, for a very long time. However, I can now. And there are a few other things I need to tell you, but, I'm not sure if I should, through this medium. But that is later.
In other news, my ulcers have quieted down, but largely in part to the lack of food. But dread lays on my horizon, quelling them up again. I fear something is going to happen to a new friend of mine. And I think it's my fault. Well, not entirely, but, because of things I couldn't control, this is how it is. I just hope she'll be ok. I need not more upon my head... But I know that she won't be. Or, in very least, not the same. It hurts me to say that. She is going to get hurt, badly. And soon. I wish I had more control over these things.
I want you to meet my sister, Lauren. Not biological, mind you. But she is just as blood as can be. I think you two would get along.
I've been up far too long, Jess. I need to sleep some day. One day.
I'm trying my hardest. And I've kept my promise.
Love always
Nerl
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