Dear Jess

I'm so sorry I didn't send a letter yesterday, I got home at six, laid down, and slept till 6 am today. maybe 7. I had to do my L test again, failed, and just go so mad I had to sleep.

Rebeca's mother has been habitually taking her phone away, for no good reason. It's really hard on me because it's my sole form of communication outside of school. I wish I could phone her or facebook her or SOMETHING because this is too hard on me. I don't understand but she doesn't like when people phone her. I think it's just me, generally, but I'm paranoid.

My stomach was really acting up yesterday. All new sorts of painful. Had to catch the bus downtown to my dad's work, then got off at the wrong stop and ended up wandering around for a while. That was horrible on me. Today it was SO bad, but irritating enough.

I haven't really had a chance to eat yet, today. Since lunchtime yesterday to first block today, I didn't get time to eat. Then first block I had a couple mini muffins, which made it worse. Didn't get to eat lunch because now I'm in Barbershop quartet on thursdays, then finally ate an english muffin during cooking. Got home, had a bit of soup (but not too much, because I had skating) I AM STARVING. Luckily because of the months I've gone with eating even less, I'm ok with it.

Did I mention I slept? It was much needed, however I fell asleep fully clothed so it wasn't great. I'm putting too much strain on myself. I've merely replaced sleep with starvation. I'm so sorry. I'm trying.

I hope all is well on your side, Jess. I really do.
I miss you so much, and hope you come home soon. It isn't the same without you here.

Love always
Nerl