Dear Jess

I'm sorry I missed talking to you today. I know you have your girls night tonight, but I really needed to talk to you. I guess I will soon enough.

My ulcer has been acting up a lot lately. It's making it hard to eat, and sleep. And the fact that Rebeca has been really depressed these past few days is making this no easier. I don't have any time to calm down.

Today was the last saturday of skating, though. It was nice and quiet. Only about 6 people there. After wards, me and my dad went to Tim Horton's. I remember way back when we would do that every saturday. It was kind of nice just to have that back, just once. Then we had to go home to help Vanessa move in some more. I can't handle all these new things.

I know I shouldn't be working, right now. But I just, I don't miss shifts. If I need to, I will stay home. And by need, I mean doctors orders. I'm too stubborn for my own good. I promise I'll try to take better care of myself. I can't promise I'll actually feel better.

Oh, met up with Charlie today, after work. We walked over to Timmy's (Again!) and he bought me a muffin. We walked around for a little while, caught up. I haven't really hung out with him in months. It was nice to see him, even for a short while.

I hope you're doing ok, Jess. You and her.

Love always
Nerl