Some day soon

Dear Jess

I'm sorry to hear about your Gabby crisis. You shouldn't have to take care of your nephew. It's ok that you couldn't talk, though. I understand.

Things are not good. Rebeca refuses to get help, even though she needs it. She has trouble letting go, and it hurts me. I wish I meant just emotionally. She almost agreed to go, but then instantly changed her mind. And I can't just tell her to, that's not who I want to be. But she really needs it. I don't know what happened to her, but she needs to pick up the pieces and move on. It's killing me to watch her do this.

Maybe I'm just being selfish there, but it's true. I just can't handle it.

Sorry I can't say much more. I'll send another tomorrow.

Love always
Nerl