No day like today

Dear Jess

Today, I lifted couches.

I am not supposed to nor are built to do such things. And thus, I am in pain. A lot. But for my troubles I got to eat perogies and the like. Which was delicious until it hurt again.

God I am a wreck.

Texting isn't working well anymore, so I've now lost my only form of communication with Rebeca. I'm in a bad place, right now. Even though I hate texting, I miss her. I miss her a lot and it causes pain. I worry without confirmation of reason, nor comforting of being wrong. I wish she'd phone me, dammit. I don't care that it freaks her out, I can't keep this up. It only gets worse. If I want to get it checked out, I'll probably end up staying in the hospital for a few days. Maybe more.

I wish I could talk to you. I wish you were back home. I need all the comfort I can get, these days.

At least I'll get to talk to Rebeca monday. I get to spend sunday completely isolated from her. Either way I'd be at work. Then we're doing something for my dad's birthday. Augh. Ow.

I hope you can reply, soon. I miss you.

Love always
Nerl