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Dear Jess

I hate being right.

I'm so sorry about you and Ryan. You deserve better. I hope you're feeling okay right now. I wish you wouldn't self medicate, but I understand why. You just be careful about it, please.

It's just gets worse everyday. I don't know what's happening. At least now I know when I'm going to the doctors... But monday is so far away. I'll just have to deal, then.

They found a girl I used to know dead off a path, well, they id'd her today. They found her last week... She was shot then burned...

I'm coping pretty well. I worry about my friends though. A few of them took it pretty hard. Even Charlie was a little shaken. We walked over to the buck or two at lunch, and bought pokemon cards. He cheered up a bit after that. He seems fine, but I still worry.

I still can't talk to Rebeca. It's really not helping at all. Her phone is almost constantly taken away. I want to scream. I'm so fucking lonely.

I hope you're fairing even a little better then I. I miss you.

Love always
Nerl